Sunday and out of the woods

You can't be lost if you don't care where you are

Saturday was a stare at your shoes day...my ego dragged my eyes to the ground and I had a great sadness when thinking of going to what has been my home.   Not a good thing...   When I get down like that, it is often time for a cold and stomach upset...so I needed to do the most that I could for myself...   The sadness always follows the anger and indignation and a feeling that I have been disrespected  until I can work or walk it out and find a healthy path.  "I am here to end suffering...if ending suffering is not more important than anything, I will not end suffering...If ending suffering is more important than anything, I will see what causes me to suffer and drop that.....  so yesterday was a series of roads...going in every direction...some rest and a good dinner at the Ginger House.  That is where you can spend 110 bt for a beer that you can buy at the 7/11 for 44bt.   but...oh so good.. and you feel like you are worth it...and I am.  At the end of the day... I will respect myself..and  I will end suffering.

These are from my back street walk to find my footing.  When you send your laundry out you can walk down the street and see your bloomers in wind. Under that is laundry from a hair salon. The rooster walked down the side street with me, past a sleeping dog and then curled up under a table... no hens.  Under that is a sign for a music fest in Chaing dao...now that is something to think about...where and why... but i suspect that Steward from the nest would somehow be involved.  under that is a picture of an old car... just sitting by the road so where else would you dry your chili's.  In doing a collection of pictures, you sometimes lose out...the rest of the Mystic Sign is massage for men by men.....mmmm.   there are many scooters here and thus much need for repair...the repair shops have some major equipment and then so some by hand.  This is a man pounding something into the carburetor.... but they whip them in and out fast...while folks wait and have a cool drink...   Cedar just left for Laos and I am off to walk to get my bike, shower and go to a couple of museums then the Sunday market.