two homes

I have packed before class and all I have to do after class..turn the bike in and have my last bowl of oatmeal with yogurt and fresh fruit is shower and change clothes.  I have paid a little extra to keep the room until 2 and then my plan back to BKK leaves at 3:45,,,I'll go by songtow at 2:15,,,as a crow flies it is not far..but as the roads go it is a little wiggle.  I have made a real routing of my life here...simple... satisfying... some western food..some Thai..some meals missed etc.. and many massage.  Of course there are some people and some things and places that I will enjoy seeing..but I am very content and happy with much less. I did not hop around as I expected..and I would do a few things differently like rent the scooter for the month etc...but I  have gotten out of the way and let many things just occur.  I have some new words to put into my awareness..forbearance being one  I will have to go barefoot for a while to keep the sand out until I can learn a compromise.  I also know it is ok to walk away...  I have learned more detail a bout the precepts... and the need to choose friends wisely..  One of the funny things in the paper the other day was an article about facebook....someone said...I  saw a picture of my foot on facebook and not I can put it in my mouth.  That will tell you where I am at...I thought it funny.  You read about people who are long out of your life..and now you know they died and you feel badly...they died to you/me long ago..life happens.   I learned more about gallbladder and liver.. and  like Chi Kung...   I have learned to accept i don't sleep a long time..  and some days I take a camera and some days not.. and why I take pictures.. and why not.. etc.. it is all good...and good bye my little second home...