chesterfield Indiana

I left the Timberland RV camp before the Sunday services. I don't think they sit on little brown pillows. I must do some research but my observation is that folks that stay in the park are not the brightest lights. Each park bathroom has more instructions turn off the water when you are done. Put trash in receptacle sorry that should be trash bin.  Don't drive on the grass. ...and Sunday services at 8:30.  The McDonald's tv is on Fox News and the folks at the next table and talking about the DC march and MLK  "the pervert with a sex addiction". Much has charged for me on this trip and yet nothing.  In school when everyone wore a tranchcoat and got wet, I wore a slicker and stayed dry. That will not change but I feel no need to try to explain or try to be long. Someplace out there is my tribe.I will connect. I am ready for a cultural shower.  I lived in the suburbs and they didn't know what to do with me but when I went the extra mile to work in voter registration, they said thanks. I have reviewed my past years and have watched myself step in when no one did and when it was over someone could have done it better. I have not thought I was a slow learner but recently I offered to do a task after I researched the options only to have no one support my process and offer. How many times will I run into the wall? There is no need to do anything.It Iis time to stop trying to fit but just stand by and applaud someone else's efforts. I am feeling the need to go back to what I did when I was 20, go south and work in voter registration.  It is a good cause, they find a place for you and you know your little effort makes a difference. I knew one of the three boys that were killed for their efforts. I had a dream of an urban village but once again, i live in the suburbs.
This has been an important time away. I am coming home with great anticipation of cleaning up, stabilizing my home base, and moving on. As the song says, you've got to know when to hold and when to fold.