Project Manager

I take pride in the manner that I approach projects.  It is my belief that the long the time you spend thinking and preparing a project, the smother the operation.  The waterfall project in the side yard has involved trees and bushes and barriers and screens and bridges and of course water.  I had the project so laid out with sub projects etc.. so that if there was a delay here energy could be shift there.  The house project has been multiple projects – replace the refrigerator (which involved cutting the molding) replace the dishwasher which (involved family member John whom I almost electrocuted by selecting the wrong breaker) the mortar project (which involves help Russ whom might be found dead if I can’t control his ADD and he wanders off to the new project) and the purging project to re purpose much of my library and asking myself do I really need this…   I have been pretty good about keeping it together, in spite having to go down the steps one foot at a time with my knee limitations and having to take pain meds to keep standing… but cool.   I listen to my ipod.. and just keep plodding along.   When I was running out of ipod juice, I decided to plug it into the computer… well when I switched my stuff to Georgette's computer, I must have forgotten the music and half paying attention to the cues… I backed up my ipod….only to find I backed off everything and there was nothing on the computer.   I will get back the essentials.. morning meditation etc… but I counted it took me 58 seconds…and everything I had done for myself in the past month.. all my resolve to be kind and easy to myself and others…58 seconds and I was one my feet screaming at the ipod… where’s my music. Jane Monheit has left me… everything but 5 songs and none of my favorites... poof… I want the pain over NOW.. so I call Mike the computer man.,,, I drop everything and search my computer.. Jane.. where are you… cry me a river… for I am about to cry a river over you…..